My brain perplexes me, one day I enjoy where I am at and as of late, most other days I need to do something more, something different. There are too many things on my to-do list and I am afraid I will never get to them.

I am stuck in a rut and getting nowhere fast. I have too many unnecessary obligations, not enough money or time and I need to see changes or I am afraid my mind will go to waste. I get overwhelmed and lose most, if not all functionality and work ethic.

I know it comes down to being burnt out. I am sick of the non-paying clients, sick of the douche bags, blah fuckin blah. Maybe I need a job, and stop worrying about the business management end of things and get a nice bi-weekly pay check like I used to.

I will figure it out eventually, I just hope it is sooner rather than later.